Die La

kereta eksiden. masuk bengkel sampai hujung bulan depan. sekarang baru tengah bulan. kaki patah wehhh.
ada la seorang dua boleh tolong nak pinjamkan kereta. tak mintak pun tapi diorang yg offer. bila aku and ender dah mengharap, buat macam tak tahu apa2 pulak. sakitnya hati tuhan jela yg tahu.
then mula la terpikir, susah nak jumpa kawan yg boleh tolong time susah. ini salah satu tandanya.
tak nak jalan pagi2 buta pergi bus stop dari rumah aku ni. gelap, lampu jalan takde. nanti tak pasal2 aku kena culik lagi naya.
ohhh hati. bertabahlah. tak perlu pikirkan apa yg diorang buat kat ko. ambik iktibar. hopefully diorang takkan kena macam ko kena. sebab memang tak la ko nak tolong lepas ni kan. huh!


p/s: istighfar mya istighfar..

Selamat Bertunang Itik!

we've been friends for over 10 years. we laugh (really hard) together, we cried together, we share our problems together over a decade long, and we hardly not seeing each other eventhough we've been busy doing our own businesses. marriage and having children, is another steps of life we'll be facing (inshaallah) but you and me, we'll always be that same friends. stay with me until death do us apart, alright?

Happy Engagement Day Norsaedah! i wish nothing but the best for your life, now and then, forever. may destiny always follows what your heart desire. amin!

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives,
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25,
I keep thinking times will never change,
Keep on thinking things will always be the same,
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back,
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track,
And if you got something that you need to say,
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day,
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down,
These memories are playing like a film without sound,
And I keep thinking of that night in June,
I didn't know much of love,
But it came too soon,
And there was me and you,
And then we got real blue,
Stay at home talking on the telephone,
And we would get so excited and we'd get so scared,
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair. 

So if we get the big jobs,
And we make the big money,
When we look back now,
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule,
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye,
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly.

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end,
And suddenly it's like we're women and men,
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us around?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town,
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye,
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly.

As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we had together,
And as our lives change,
Come whatever,
We will still be friends forever.

P/s: this song never fails to make me shed a tear.

Room

quiet an interesting story this book. bila aku baca apa2 novel pun, aku cuba letak diri aku kat tempat watak2 dia. and melalui novel ni, aku cuba bayangkan apa aku akan buat kalau aku kena culik and dikurung dalam satu bilik selama tujuh tahun. lepas tu, ada anak dengan orang yg culik aku yg aku benci gila tu. paling aku akan kesalkan, aku dah sia2kan hidup aku selama tujuh tahun disebabkan tindakan orang lain yg macam shit tu. oh my. emo pulak aku.


p/s: best jugak baca. sedih mengenangkan nasib mak Jack. sob sob.

Oh My Ender..

sebagai manusia biasa, aku sangat mudah tertarik terhadap kecantikan. kalau aku sebagai perempuan pun mudah tertarik kepada kecantikan, apatah lagi terhadap kehenseman. tak gitu? nak nak kalau aku ternampak seorang pelakon hensem dalam movie ke drama. huihhh.. aku boleh gila bayang kot. dah la time tu aku masih tak punya siapa2 untuk dirindui. memang tak boleh aku nak komen banyak. sebagai contoh, aku pernah obses dengan daniel radcliffe aka harry potter! tapi takde la sampai part nak lukis tatoo kat badan ngan muka dia kan. aku masih waras.

soooo, blog ni aku nak dedikasikan kepada seseorang yang aku anggap sangat sangattttt istimewa!

mata dia.. ish!

tak kenal dia? kejap..

muka serius dia buat aku tergoda beb!

tak kenal jugak? maksudnya korang tak tengok movie dia la tu. Ender's Game. kalau korang kaki wayang mesti korang familiar. tahun ni umur budak ni baru 16 tahun. pangkat anak ikan je la jawabnya. at least daniel radcliffe baya aku. anak ikan pun anak ikan la.. dah lama aku tak tergoda dengan muka hensem nih!

tak tau kenapa aku suka sangat kat budak ni. nak kata aku kesunyian, tak la kot. maybe sebab dia comel sangat agaknya. sumpah aku jatuh cinta kali kedua! sory EncikMistik!

dalam merlin as modred

nak suruh EncikMistik bagi aku anak muka sebijik macam makhluk ni!

aku gila bayang! yeah! peduli apa dia kenal aku ke tak. cinta itu buta la weh!

p/s: even untuk EncikMistik pun aku tak pernah buat dedication macam ni. haha! oh enderku..

Love is easy you see

Today I'm laughing the clouds away,
I hear what the flowers say,
And drink every drop of rain,
And I see places that I have been,
In ways that I've never seen,
My side of the grass is green. 

Do you feel the way that i do?
Do i turn your grey skies blue,
And make dirty streets look new,
And the birds sing,
Now i know exactly what they mean. 

If this is love, then love is easy,
It's the easiest thing to do,
If this is love, then love completes me,
Cause it feels like I've been missing you,
A simple equation,
With no complications to leave you confused.
If this is love,
It's the easiest thing to do.

P/s: Love aku penuh dengan drama. Macam mana pulak? Kesian dia.