Me now!

It's funny. One day you fight like hell with him, the other day you guys being like happy forever couple.

I don't know how long we'll be together, but I really wish this will last forever. I want just him and not anyone else.

Being with him, make me feels secure. I have somewhere to lean on when I'm done, I have a shoulder to cry to when I'm upset, and I have a statue to hear me talking non-stop when I'm extremely happy. Hahaha!

However, it feels bad when you realize, you're the only one who cause chaos while the other party do nothing other than trying to clear things up. It feels bad doesn't it? If you know what I mean..

I'm nothing but a troublemaker. I'm extremely stubborn only-god-knows-how. And sometimes I'm lack in judgement. He overcome all of this. You see.. How different we are? But it's amazing. How he can do what he did, accept me the way I am? Seriously, I can't stop thinking bout that and keep on asking him to consider his choice day by day. Stupid aren't I? But really, I just want the best for him.

Well, maybe this is what we call love. I just wish it will stay this way forever or even better as long as we hold our breath.

P/s: I keep on posting bout love matters huh? Well, it's MY blog!

Random Feeling

I wish I have no one to think of right now.

My boyfriend don't trust me.
My family matters keep bothering me.
My past never leave me.
Now, my once immortal trying to deceive me, again, with his words. And I'm so stupid to fall for it all over again, keep replying his message.

No I don't love him.
Yes I might miss him.

But it doesn't mean I love him!
I love you! Only you! Please understand...

I wish I have the guts to live all alone. Because that's the only thing I think of right now.
You can't give me back what I've gave to you. My heart, my life. If only love can't do, then just leave me alone in my own world, which has no you!!

My Aurora

MUAHAHA!
Akhirnya! Apa yg aku impikan tercapai juga! Terima kasih banyak2 aku ucapkan kepada EncikMistik sebab tolong aku merealisasikan impian aku yg over ni.
Esok jugak aku akan mulakan operasi menembak aku! Aku takkan toleh kiri kanan dah!

P/s: Habis lah blog ni penuh dengan picture2 tak bertauliah pasni. Haha! Oh ya, aku nak namakan benda ni Aurora. :DDD

EncikMistik

P/s: I want to spend my lifetime loving you..

Again..

I didn't ask too much from you.
But if you think it is, then I'm sorry.
I'm not perfect, I didn't expect you to be.
I just want the best for you.
I want you to be happy, safe and sound.
Cos I can't stand losing you.
But you'll never understand that, no matter how hard you try.

P/s: We need time.