We're gonna miss you..

-2008-
Kerja dekat McD. Kenal dengan ramai orang. Termasuk Ezam. He got dimple on his right cheek. He looks so sweet.
After I broke up with my previous boyfriend, he came to me. Offering me his love. I accept his. However, I feel that he's not the one for me. So we broke up 10 days after that. I'm sorry Ezam..

-2012-
Finally, Ezam settling down, with his long life girlfriend after me and which he loved before me as well. They promised to bind their life together on December 12th. I couldn't come to their perfect day. But I wish them both the best of life.

-2013-
January 20th, all of us were shocked to hear that he was caught in an accident. At first I thought it was just a little accident. But when Ash called and told me the news, I can't quite believe what I heard. He was gone. At such a young age, he leave us all without any warning.

Ezam, I might not know everything about you. But your smile is still lingering in my mind, the sweetness of it. I still couldn't believe what I heard. Al-fatihah..

Susie, eventhough I never knew you, I can feel how are you feeling right now. It must be hard for you to lose your husband in a blink, while your fingers' still red with wedding henna. All I could offer is my condolences, be strong. As a woman, I understand what you're going through right now. But I know it wasn't the same, berat mata melihat, berat lagi bahu yang memikul.

Sampai sekarang aku still tak boleh terima berita ni. And I just couldn't accept what I heard yesterday.


P/s: "Ketawa bersama, menangis bersama, ku bersumpah harap kita mati pun bersama,"
Sumpah sepasang suami isteri, harap jodoh kekal sehingga ke syurga. Tapi tiada siapa dapat menduga selama mana jodoh di dunia akan kita lalui. Mungkin kita bersama 50 tahun, mungkin hanya 50 hari, siapa tahu.
Berpegang pada cinta tuhan, kekal sepanjang zaman. Redha pada qada' dan qadar, inshaa Allah, semuanya akan dipermudahkan.

Learn to appreciate what we have before we lose it forever. :'(