exhausted

i wish i could be selfish enough.
i wish i could do something to change my fate but i just can't.
when everything goes wrong, i don't know who to blame.
i'm tired blaming my ownself but i don't have the guts to point it to somebody else.
i wish i could redo every wrong steps i took so that everything will be perfect the way i want it.
but it's too late.
i'm too weak, i don't have the courage, and i don't even have brain for that!


p/s: i hate myself!

sesalan

aku terdelete one whole folder of my secondary school memories. rase macam nak nangis je. kenapa la aku cuai sangat? arghhh bengang bengang!

i lost half of my memories as well now. what can i do~


p/s: malang tidak berbau!

Luna!

i swear i can see her smiling!

besar da Luna sekarang ye.

ade la pulak yg mistakenly thought aku kebas kucing dia. haish.. akak pasti 100% dik, kucing yg adik cari tu bukan kucing yg ni. percayalah~ baru 3 bulan kucing ni, bukan 6 bulan. masih was2? masih ragu2? meh la datang rumah. pastikan sendiri ye?


p/s: introducing my little baby! :D

isu semasa

rasa seronok pulak bila baca something pasal diri sendiri. especially bila baca cerita yg orang lain karang untuk kita. terasa cam excited. wah!

aku tunggu lama dah. ingatkan dia tak perasan. sekarang baru aku tahu cerita sebenar. tapi apa je aku mampu buat. hidup kat dunia bukan sendiri2. orang kat sekeliling pun kena jaga. erk. ingat aku kak yong apa?

semua berpunca daripada aku. so nampaknya, aku jugak la yg kena hentikan semuanya. tapi patut ke aku buat sesuatu yg aku sendiri tak pernah relakan?

aku tak pernah faham. pintu hati aku dah tertutup ke untuk bukak buku? ah dilema!


p/s: ce teka ce teka~

Month..

People born in:

January are bold and alert.
February are lucky and loyal.
March are naughty and genius.
April are caring and strong.

May are loving and practical.
June are romantic and curious.
July are adventurous and honest.
August are active and hardworking.
September are sensitive and pretty.
October are stylish and friendly.
November are nice and creative.
December are confident and freedom loving.

P/s: Let's say I'm April? =)