Monday, January 21, 2013

We're gonna miss you..

-2008-
Kerja dekat McD. Kenal dengan ramai orang. Termasuk Ezam. He got dimple on his right cheek. He looks so sweet.
After I broke up with my previous boyfriend, he came to me. Offering me his love. I accept his. However, I feel that he's not the one for me. So we broke up 10 days after that. I'm sorry Ezam..
-2012-
Finally, Ezam settling down, with his long life girlfriend after me and which he loved before me as well. They promised to bind their life together on December 12th. I couldn't come to their perfect day. But I wish them both the best of life.
-2013-
January 20th, all of us were shocked to hear that he was caught in an accident. At first I thought it was just a little accident. But when Ash called and told me the news, I can't quite believe what I heard. He was gone. At such a young age, he leave us all without any warning.

Ezam, I might not know everything about you. But your smile is still lingering in my mind, the sweetness of it. I still couldn't believe what I heard. Al-fatihah..

Susie, eventhough I never knew you, I can feel how are you feeling right now. It must be hard for you to lose your husband in a blink, while your fingers' still red with wedding henna. All I could offer is my condolences, be strong. As a woman, I understand what you're going through right now. But I know it wasn't the same, berat mata melihat, berat lagi bahu yang memikul.

Sampai sekarang aku still tak boleh terima berita ni. And I just couldn't accept what I heard yesterday.


P/s: "Ketawa bersama, menangis bersama, ku bersumpah harap kita mati pun bersama,"
Sumpah sepasang suami isteri, harap jodoh kekal sehingga ke syurga. Tapi tiada siapa dapat menduga selama mana jodoh di dunia akan kita lalui. Mungkin kita bersama 50 tahun, mungkin hanya 50 hari, siapa tahu.
Berpegang pada cinta tuhan, kekal sepanjang zaman. Redha pada qada' dan qadar, inshaa Allah, semuanya akan dipermudahkan.

Learn to appreciate what we have before we lose it forever. :'(

Saturday, January 19, 2013

My All


I am thinking of you in my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through without you by my side
I'd give my all to have just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
 
Baby can you feel me imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far like a distant star I'm wishing on tonight

Well, that's pretty much of everything I feel right now. Despite of everything that's happening around me. Oh well, life must go on. Am I right people?


P/s: Rindu entry baru Incik Zack! And Mat Luthfi, you're the best!

Saturday, January 12, 2013

2013! They say we're not going to make it!





eh eh ehhhh! SELAMAT TAHUN BARU yang ke 2013 wehhhhh!
(mase maal hijrah tak nak pulak jerit gitu kan. *kate mereka yang tak puas hati)

so sekarang dah tahun baru. umur dah meningkat, tanggungjawab makin banyak, hutang pun melambak. haizzz.

 so mya. apa pulak azam ko tahun ni?
 satu je. nak kahwin! ekeke!
 gatal!
 elakkan maksiat wehhh..

so hows work? okay la kot. kerja apa yang tak dilanda masalah kan? kena tenang lah.. tapi kadang2 tu bengang jugak. biasalah. aku hanya wanita biasa.

aku dah plan nak sambung degree kat OUM. hopefully aku dapat lah habiskan study aku kat situ nanti. amin..


p/s: tak tahu nak celoteh apa lagi. just nak make sure ada at least satu entry untuk januari 2013 ni. hehe..