Your jar of hearts..

I know I can't take one more step towards you

'Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?

You lost the love I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

Aku rasa aku tak patut approve dia. Tapi tak tau la. Sebahagian diri aku paksa aku approve dia gak. Now, aku rasa macam makin susah nak lupakan dia. Shit! Aku tak patut approve dia! Mane ikrar and janji yg pernah aku lafazkan dulu? Why can't I just let him go??

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

Cause you broke all your promises

p/s : You broke all your promises

Shitty people!

Bengang betol la! Asal keje banyak2 je, bagi kat aku. Tak reti langsung nak menolong. Lepas tu nanti nak claim for penghargaan. Sumpah sial! Ini kali terakhir aku buat benda2 bodoh macam ni! Selamat jalan romeo! HUH!

P/s: Kalau kau rasa aku tersangat-sangat la pentingkan diri lepas ni, don't you ever dare say anything bout it! Kau tak layak!

Bella..

Semalam, hari terakhir aku tengok Bella..

Sorry Bell sebab tak bagi ko naik atas riba aku hari Ahad lepas. I'm really sorry.. Kalau aku tahu kau dah tak lama, aku akan peluk kau kuat2. Aku menyesal.

I just want you to know dear, I love you. And you'll always be my cutest little dearest one.

I know you'll be peaceful up there and I shouldn't worry about it but I need you here.. I'm going to miss you a lot..

You've become apart of our family now. It hurts a lot knowing you'll no longer there calling me, asking me for food, searching me for love and protection.

Bella.. Kenapa kau pergi...

p/s : ='(((

Memory..

Baru habis bersembang dengan seorang kawan aku, budak KLMU.

Aku tak latih diri aku untuk menyesal dengan apa yang pernah aku lalui selama ni. Aku cuba terima semuanya, walaupun pahit. Cuma aku selalu fikir, kalaulah aku tak buat ni, mesti tu takkan jadi.

I used to think like that still. But then, i'll keep wondering is it worth it to never get to know someone like him or my other good friends if what had happen never did happening?

I'm so grateful, I met them, know them and I feel grateful to letting them know me and understand me.

P/s: Sorry la kalau selama ni aku sakitkan hati korang weh. Aku tahu aku banyak kekurangan. Aku tahu aku banyak buat silap. Tapi aku just nak korang tahu, aku takkan ulang benda bodoh yang pernah aku buat, and I'm truly sorry guys.. Please forgive me for that..

30 April 2011

Even there is no surprises, I still love it.

All the presents and wishes.

And as usual, thanks to my love for the memorable day on that date.

p/s : 22? Wtf?