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one of my most memorable date. :)

me and my love celebrate our day with my bro and sis menyemak nak ikut sekali. tempat tujuan, genting highland! my favorite place!

kitorang merasa jugak naik kereta kabel.

pemandangan dari dalam kereta kabel ke bawah.

selamat datang!

sebelum naik space shot. mulut masing2 nganga keseraman.

muka selepas mengalami keseraman space shot. jantung masing2 dah tertinggal kat atas. huwaaaa!

romantica de amor la konon. haha!

my bro jakun dapat naik fun kart.

detik2 penyampaian hadiah kepada EncikMistik.

cucuk hidung tu jangan tak cucuk!

dalam shopping complex tempat indoor games terletak.

dalam chocolate factory.

muka tak boleh blah dapat naik kuda tu.

i'm captain jack sparrow!

time ni baru lepas hujan. kabus tebal sangat!

we're a thousand days old already, and i really hope we'll celebrate another 1000th day anniversary on and on, until our last breath..

p/s: walaupun adik aku menyemak sekali, tapi takpe lah. nasib baik diorang pandai ceriakan suasana. haha.

happyyyyyy

sangat2 excited sebab tak lama lagi STPM akan tamat untuk aku! muahahaha! serius tak sabar! but at the same time, risau pulak sebab apa pun tak study lagi, tapi aku lepak je. arghh tekanan lah! macam mana nak dapat keputusan cemerlang nih!

aku bukanlah jenis romantik sangat. jiwang lagilah jauh! tapi in a relationship, aku pentingkan memori yg kitorang create. well, like people said, memory lives forever. and aku tak tahu dari mana aku boleh tergerak nak kira berapa hari kitorang dah jalin hubungan ni, but obviously i did! and we're going to celebrate our 1000th day anniversary soon, really soon. bila pulak la agaknye nak celebrate wedding anniversary kitorang kan? haha! keep on dreaming mya keep on dreaming~

actually aku dah lama simpan niat nak beli instax camera, ala yg bila kita snap tu, picture automatic boleh keluar terus from that camera. tapi bila aku fikir balik, buat apa laaa semua tu. cinderella ada, aurora pun dah ada, so what's the point keep on membazir for another camera? better beli handphone beb! haha. tapi who knows la kan, tetiba rezeki murah pulak. lalalalala..

okay i need to continue study now. study mya study!


p/s: 251011

sometimes..

yup sometimes i hate my father because he can't be a perfect father for us but i hate myself even more cos i can't be a perfect daughter the way every father wants.

yup sometimes it's hard to understand why are they doing things that doesn't make sense in a certain situation but it's even harder when you realize you're doing exactly the same when finally you've been through the same situation.

if you can't understand why are we acting like this, it's okay. just keep quiet. it's better than trying to prove that we were wrong and you were right. cos you'll make things worse, and i'll no longer lean on you when i'm in a tough situation. you'll kill my trust i've had on you. or maybe i'll just save that trust for somebody else, who knows. i'm tired cos you never tried to listen, you never tried to live in my shoes.


as for your unresponsiveness upon my request last few days, i'll assume you agree with it. you see, i was alone in my own thoughts, so i have to decide on my own as well. you might not agree, but i don't think we can do anything about it. it's final!


p/s: burning hot!

exhausted

i wish i could be selfish enough.
i wish i could do something to change my fate but i just can't.
when everything goes wrong, i don't know who to blame.
i'm tired blaming my ownself but i don't have the guts to point it to somebody else.
i wish i could redo every wrong steps i took so that everything will be perfect the way i want it.
but it's too late.
i'm too weak, i don't have the courage, and i don't even have brain for that!


p/s: i hate myself!

sesalan

aku terdelete one whole folder of my secondary school memories. rase macam nak nangis je. kenapa la aku cuai sangat? arghhh bengang bengang!

i lost half of my memories as well now. what can i do~


p/s: malang tidak berbau!