I'll Be Yours..

can't wait for the next stage of our relationship. =)

p/s: hati ini bukan milikku lagi..

Stop judging!

get tired when people keep judging me from what i did. i know it's wrong to react like this. i am well aware of that. but please.. advise me when u know how it feels to be in my shoes, to face the situation i'm facing. just because he's a father of mine, doesn't mean he's perfect!
and that's also the problem. i'm not perfect either! my patience has run out. right now, my mom and my siblings is the only family i have. i can't take it if anyone dares to hurt them!


p/s: lepas aku dapat kerja better aku duduk luar. duduk lama2 kat rumah karang jadi batu pulak aku.

Kursus!

aku dengan saedah and tak ketinggalan juga EncikMistik akhirnya selesai attend kursus kahwin! tapi tolong jangan salah faham ye. aku pergi bukan sebab nak kahwin dalam masa terdekat ni. jauh sekali nak biarkan saedah jadi madu aku walaupun kitorang attend kursus tu sama2 dengan seorang je wakil lelaki daripada pihak kitorang semalam. tidak tidak.. mula2 kawan aku yg lain yg semangat ajak pergi kursus kahwin ni ramai2. last2 aku dengan saedah je yg semangat nak pergi tanpa sebab yg pasti. pastu ajak la EncikMistik sekali untuk meramaikan sikit bilangan kitorang yg memang dah sikit ni. ah lantak la. yg penting benda dah settle.

posing2!

sedondon gitewww..

kurang sedondon sikit..

pokok pisang tepi jalan.

sampai jugak kitorang kat sini!

hari kedua kat kursus.

muka terkejut!

kitorang pergi kursus kat mahligai firdaus, setiawangsa. penceramah dia best. lawak kot. sakit perut aku gelak. lenguh pipi aku gelak je kerjanya. kalau kitorang pergi sabtu ahad minggu lepas, mesti dah terjumpa fasha sandha dengan jejai tu. diorang kan attend kursus kat tempat yg sama jugak. sijil pulak keluar hari khamis nanti.


p/s: hidup tak selamanya indah. walaupun kita bersatu dengan orang yg kita cintai, tak bermakna cinta itu akan kekal, hidup takkan dilanda badai. menjadi tugas kita untuk terus memupuknya, hingga ke hujung nyawa, diteruskan di akhirat sana, insyaallah..

Set Fire To The Rain

I let it fall, my heart, and as it fell you rose to claim it.
It was dark and I was over.
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me.

My hands, they're strong.
But my knees were far too weak to stand in your arms without falling to your feet.
But there's a side to you that I never knew.
All the things you'd say they were never true.
And the games you play you would always win.

But I set fire to the rain.
Watched it pour as I touched your face.
Well, it burned while I cried cause I heard it screaming out your name.

When I lay with you,
I could stay there.
Close my eyes.
Feel you here forever.
You and me together.
Nothing is better.

Sometimes I wake up by the door.
That heart you caught must be waiting for you.
Even now when we're already over,
I can't help myself from looking for you.

p/s: another nice song of hers :)

HATE

he makes her cries again. oh god! please please please! bless us, save us from all of this mess. aku benci dia!

p/s: mulut longkang dia memang aku takkan lupa sampai bila2!

Sentap

kerja..
kursus kahwin..
lesen kereta..

tiga perkara tengah bermain dalam kepala otak aku sekarang ni.

aku bersyukur sangat2 sebab usaha aku selama ni tak sia2. berjaya jugak aku dapat kerja tu. terima kasih ya Allah! yay yay yay!

daripada tahun lepas lagi aku dengan member2 aku plan nak pergi kursus kahwin. bukan sebab nak kahwin pun. saja nak pergi awal2. konon tak nak menghadapi sebarang kesulitan la kalau dah nak kahwin nanti(andainya kahwin la). tapi mamat tu macam tak nak pergi je kalau aku bawak kawan2. haiz.. aku bukan apa. saedah dah semangat nak pergi. takkan aku nak cancel kot. kesian pulak kat dia. takpe la. esok aku try bincang dengan saedah apa yg patut. sentap jugak la tadi weh.

haiya.. bila boleh bawak kereta entah. nak bawak kat selekoh pun tak pass. mintak2 la takde fail time ujian jpj nanti. amin~


p/s: kenapa aku rasa tak puas hati gila ni eh?

Wish her happy..

kakak aku Lisa Surihani dah kahwin dah pun. selamat melangkah ke alam baru! walaupun aku tak berapa nak setuju dengan pilihan dia, tapi kalau itu yg buat dia gembira, just wish them luck je lah.

betul kata member aku. perempuan mana tak nak majlis dia sempurna kan? kalau lelaki lain lah. kalau boleh nikah kat masjid pun dah cukup. tak perlu bersanding semua tu. habiskan pitih je. lagipun sanding2 ni tak wajib okay.. tambahkan dosa je semua tu! (cuba cakap camtu kat mak kau, confirm kena sembur)

i wish someday i'll follow her footsteps. well, maybe takde lah ikut sangat kan. aku yakin future husband aku bukan artis, takde lamborghini, and tak reti nak buat filem2 cgi tu semua. cuma, aku harap, majlis perkahwinan aku sempurna. walaupun tak grand mana, tapi cukup untuk buat aku ingat semuanya sampai ke akhir hayat aku. just like what lisa had just been through. full of memories..

p/s: rasa sedih tengok gambar majlis berinai lisa. satu memori yg sangat sweet kan kan? aku pun nak jugak.. tapi aku nak lain sikit. aku nak macam majlis dalam cerita ayat2 cinta. eheee